of course it is happening inside your head, harry, but why on earth should that mean that it is not real?
do not wait for the last judgement. it comes every day.
i wanted to write about the moment when you addictions no longer hide the truth from you. when your whole life breaks down. that's the moment when you have to somehow choose what your life is going to be about.
happiness is the consequence of personal effort. you fight for it, strive for it, insist upon it, and sometimes even travel around the world looking for it. you have to participate relentlessly in the manifestations of your own blessings.