i was first drawn to blogging because i liked the optimistic slant of everything.
i promised myself this would not be a place to air dirty laundry.
oh, but mmmmmmmm.
i am in a crabby mood.
and i am so over some stuff right now.
like the dirty dishes that pile up in the sink.
over it.
and friends who make plans and then fail to follow through.
over it.
and feeling like everyone at work hates me because i'm just trying to ensure we all do our job well.
over it.
and yes i know i need to be a better listener. and yes i know sometimes i too bail. and yes i know i'm imperfect.
so very imperfect.
so i'm working on it, okay?
but i need you to try to work on it too.
okay?
because i sure as hell hate feeling like i'm over everything.
or blemishing the face of my blog-spot-lover with rants. i really hate that.
a c-jane inspired POST-EDIT (you know because she's taken to doing post-edits and i love that):
the dishes in the sink were cleaned (not by me) mere minutes after writing this, so perhaps i spoke too soon. then i got myself a thing of ice cream from the grocery store, set my laptop on the floor where it played 30 Rock (season one) via insta-netflix, and set about organizing all my under-the-bed-storage (cleaning and organizing are favorite activities of mine). so the night turned out just fine and again life is la-la-laaaaaaokay.
oh and there might have been some beading go on too. and that's always good.
image via sabino.
24 comments:
to quote...who even knows anymore? "girl, i feel you"
you go, girl.
I hate that feeling. I hope you come through it soon.
We are all imperfect sinners, I hope you are able to trust God not try to please people and hopefully those around you will be able to as well and if we are trusting Him to love us just as we are and save us just as we are, then He will help us with the ugly stuff. So many of us want to be better and that is ok, yet what we really want is to be loved and unconditionally loved. Know that you are loved today and I hope you have a better evening.
we're all entitled to dirty up our blogs every now and then. it's refreshing to do so.. {i think.}
amen.
amen.
amen.
why do friends bail ALL the time? Wait until your friends have babies, and it get worse and worse. :(
People who make plans and then flake on them make my ass twitch. I do the exact same thing. I have to remind myself that I, too, screw stuff up and appreciate forgiveness...
...but sometimes people suck and you get to be pissed for a bit.
It's okay. Wallow a little. It'll do you good.
This is how I feel today. Ugh. I hope we both feel better soon. I'm glad you poured it out.
I must echo the comments...AMEN! and let it out girl...its okay to have a rant post every now and then. Its good for you...and allows others to relate...I definitely know how you feel.
Wish there was something I could do...Hope your day/week picks up!
i hope this makes you laugh :)
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=FU-3tIPoi6w
belittling our dramas.
Meeee Tooooooo!
Thanks. I needed that.
Andrea
sometimes life just sucks. i think you're awesome though
people who bail on a routine basis should not be allowed to make friends.
We all do it. But once in a blue moon is different then once a a weekend.
end of story.
Oh please, rant all you want! It's YOUR blog, you know? Get it out!
Lol everyone needs a good rant!!!!!!!!!! Plus it's fun to read for us!!!!
After you are done with Season 1, get on 30 Rock Season 2... makes me feel better almost instantly!
Everyone needs to express themselves like this sometimes. It's even better when the problem fixes itself!
didn't it feel good, at the time to let it out?
how cute to do a post edit after the fact.
The image is HILARIOUS and sooo appropriate! I often feel like that too.
BTW - it's 9-9-09 and supposed to be a LUCKY DAY! I hope some great things happen for you today.
xoxo MMW
let it all out girl!
i wish i lived in new york, because i think i would like being your friend.
ahhhh, i love when bad moods turn into good ones!
i get really upset when my friends flake on me too. so does levi. so we've made a vow to never be flaky with our friends. then we can at least complain about it to each other without being hypocrites. haha!
Just stumbled onto your blog. Love it! I think I could post this very exact thing on my blog at this point! Ugh...sometimes you just need to vent.
everyone is entitled to have post like this. Because life just isn't all great. Its stuff like this that makes the great greater.
anyhoo- still haven't gone to NY. soon. but i like texas for now.
i was in the same mood last night and made a crabby post as well. sometimes you just need to do that. :)
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